Sad-ed

okaes....so todays the north zone finals...haix....we lost by a point?yeah...so we did...i really dunno wad to comment, but i wanted to say sorry. sorry for being blur, sorry for not playing well, sorry for missing the first freethrow at the end of the game.i noe tt sorry doesnt help anything, so treat it as if im saying a tv commerical then...im really guilty..
hais..i dun wan to say anymore...tok abt happier things bahx..
eh...looks like today is not a happy day afterall,since i just found out tt siewwen and the gang had some misunderstandings...haix..i dunno wad to do to help them...and i hope tt they will patch up...
im really very very unhappy everyday.my mother always quarrel with my bro....den i always like sandwiched between them. i really hate ppl hu use vulgarities to scold each other.im being scolded everyday for trival things such as the food i eat etc.its really depressed to live under one roof with my family.when i wan to go out with frens, my parents always dun allow me.i really very rebellious nowadays, since i was fedup with them..i've enough.whenever they come home, my father will open the door and say"y must everyday watch tv?"wth. y cant i watch tv to relax?imagine when u have to become a bookworm overnight.kkaex...den afterawhile, my bro will join me den my father starts to nag. my bro will be angry den starts to use vulgarities...my mother will butt in den the room gets heated..three of them quarrel den out of a sudden will mention my name... arrgh...why cant my family live in peace?y must they quarrel everyday?i really dun understand.sometimes i feel as though i am invisible to them...example:when they want to do things, they always think tt im sort of like their remote control, ask me do this do tt whithout sparing a thought for me. im a human being. human beings have emotions. dun tell me i dun have??its rubbish.i come home with bad results den they make use of basketball to blame me for the bad results..basketball does not affect my studies at all.i seldom see my parents except during mornings n nights..what i really want is a happy family, not one which quarrels everyday.im so pissed off.
i gtg le.byebye