yoz!~ been busy lately, so din blog..hahas.

anyway, things have been happening..friday VJC won RJC (girls) den HCI won IJ(guys)...its a good learning experience watching them play :) sat had match in bbaxn league den alj training was cancelled. oh well, was looking forward to it... den went out with nyp ballers lo. reached home at 3+am...super tired manx..and my father just had to lecture me till 4am -.- had cramps in my legs in the morning.woke up at 7.30am, practically a walking zombie..and the thought of nyp cum alj training made me groan. haiss...reflected on what *she said on the bus and when i reached nyp, i thought i was late AGAIn..so i ran to sports hall, and was super pissed when i just saw a few ppl changing into bball shoes.ARGH!! during training i was a bit of a wreck, so sry for any inconvinences caused. hahas. left early for tingfei jiejie's son's one month annivarsary?? or wadever its called..while bathing, my specs screw came out >.< became partially blind can?! sianx..den my mum and auntie next door couldn't keep their mouth shut and blabbered to the others there that i came home late last night. (how i wished i could explode right there and then) went compass find new screw den plopped onto my bed and fell asleep. woke up ard 8 plus pm, heard from my mum that my 4th auntie insisted on cooking dinner..and it was SUPER horrible..the last time i had her cooking was much much better than this time round -.- and i ended up having instant noodles for dinner. OMG.

mon-tues: nth much happened..except that ytd night had to help my uncle change his punctured car tyre -.-" i wish i have more muscles and more more strength..went to auto shop then learnt a few things..for instance, the front tyres cannot have more air than back tyres, front tyres are typically newer than back tyres..and that back tyres usually have 280-300 cc of air in it as compared to front tyres which have 260-280cc of air. :P okay, today having training at night. den that edwin ng wants to have a makeup lesson at 10, and i HAVENT bathed -.-""

smell ya later~

BRO, STOP READING MY BLOG! ASS =)

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i think my mum and auntie have left their cold war atmosphere hanging around the air. T.T because they ignored each other. oh nvm...everyday's not a sunday. muahahas.

anyway, feeling random today.
1) why can't i shoot balls PROPERLY!?( i dun even noe myself >.<)
2) why do i always have to be disappointed with everything..i'm definitely NOT emo~
3) i NEED and WANT clothes!!!
4)i want sandals. mine's tearing apart..
5)i feel like da bian-ing nw >.<"""
6)i want to learn guitar and tennis.
7) wish that i'll complete my homework on time.

!?!?!?!? i suddenly remembered... HOLY SHYT!! i havent finished my CODID assignment. alamak.

shooting off...

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f***** up day today..knee pain, kena interogated by dad over $$, fret over ah ma's hairdressing appointment, chiong-ing hmwrk which i still did wrongly, WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME!?
TMD!!! and summore, i'm unwillingly embroiled into a cold war between my mum and auntie next door -.- so cold until when i stand between them, my hair will stand...im not exaggerating. serious. all because of some stupid housekeeping matters. can anyone believe it?! HOUSEKEEPING LEHS. lehs.lehs. and my dear ah ma's resumed cooking again.AGAIN. i'm beginning to sweat over the impending hairdryer teatment from my uncles on why i never stopped her. its because she said that she'll disown me if she doesn't get her way -.- what sharp FANGS she's got. TIAN ARH~~~ why am i responsible for so many things???


ARGH.

doc, can u prescribe me with some miracle pills, so that i dun feel like dying during trainings? i think i've shed some years off my remaining lifespan. =(

friday:
went out with nyp ballers to chong pang. cheng ting IS great.hahas. but going home isn't. my dad practically hollered at me when i reached home and i ducked his...AHEM. shan't say too much..very sad. =(

sat:
i have only this question: ''am i a good daughter??''

sun:
mother's day. every year, i gave mum presents, and she scolded me. so this year, i kea kiang and asked her whether she wanted one. and the result was the same. all i wanted was to show my appreciation towards her,sorry for burdening her with my hyperthyroidism thingy..oh well, some things never change. everybody gathered next door to visit ah ma, and its been quite long since i saw chai shuen jiejie & jeffrey korkor after their wedding. they brought photos of wedding, and i was reminded of the dress i wore that day. >.< oh ya,am i too old to call them korkor and jiejie?lols. btw, tingfei jiejie's still in confinement while ziqian korkor's in germany for attachment. aww..hope can see them soon. gd news: suyi jiejie's coming back in june, after touring around half the earth for 6mths. i'm so looking forward to seeing her again =) she inspires me. i want to earn big bucks just like her~~
but, what my uncle said to me really stumped me. in my ah ma's eyes, am i that bad? have i changed, so much so that i've become another person? '.(

monday:
moody.even though i laughed, i'm not happy. idiotic photoshop, which i dun have at home.. now my mind's full of $$$$ signs..haix. shuld be able to borrow the CD frm grp 8 peeps bahs. btw, stupid aeroplanes are still flying over my block.ARGH. [yanling cheer up~]

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had training yesterday. did ma bu,box out,2-1-2 and lastly, 3 rounds around the track. it certainly has been long since i last trained more vigourously...so i thought training was great. at least i thought. anyway, i was super sad at the end...due to a remark..haix..maybe i've read too much into it.. bused home with priscilla,grace and angela. den pris and me sat on a concept bus 156. it was so COOL can?! the seats shaped like bar top den the seats are cushioned..woot~ and so my spirits were lifted.hahas took pics but cant uplaod them..aww

had a major fight with my dad when i stepped past the door at 11.30pm. he just assumed that i've been straying around in some part of s'pore when i've just came back for training. i just don't understand why cant he be more...more flexible?! and furthermore, NOBODY, including my mum and ah ma next door, TRUSTS me. ever since young, they've never believed in me. whenever bad things happen, they'll always put the blame on me, even when i'm not involved in it. simple things such as hanging out with friends and playing ball can evolve into major "cold wars" at home.. wads wrong here???i really dont ask for much and playing ball is my hobby.surely i have a right to do things that i like? they always think that i'll be lead astray by other ppl when in fact i dun even have friends like that?! checking my wallet everyday to see how much i spend?! and if i spend too much, they just assume that i go out to play??come on la, the money is spent on buying art materials and my daily expenses!whenever we quarrel, everyone SUDDENLY remembers all my bad points and start shooting me...saying that i've changed greatly, as if i've become another person.. i really hate this kind of situations..why is it so hard to stay happy even when all i've ever wanted was to have a happy family? i know whats on everybodys' minds, and i want to help too..but all i can do now is to study hard and make a better future...just when i really wanted to study, they start making me feel vey small and of no significance. i've totally lost my confidence and myself. yes, MYSELF. and everyday, i ask myself this question " do ppl change because they want to change into a better person, or do they change because of other peoples' needs?" still, i cant find a good answer to it. until i find the answer to the question, the day when i achieve my aim will never come..

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AHH!!! half my post was gone. siand-ed

ytd's.....wierd. lmaos.

woke up at 6. just so that i could finish my hmwrk.sianx. 9-12, its VASTR time...and i'm late. ALWAYS LATE. but it was better than last time...*yanling!!wake up!!* handed in my collage, and my heart sank. cos other ppl de collage looked nicer >.<>.<"" my work was rejected.

rushed down to meet up with nyp ballers, introduced to momo, the photographer. and so, when we alighted at woodlands, jas lee was alrdy "scarred from her battle" lols. ate at sakae sushi. den halfway eating, saw a rp couple sitting diagonally from us. the guy laid on the table den the girl patted his head. !!!!! spoilt my appetite laas. nvm this laas, the girl nvr wear her jeans properly den she lou her panties lorhs..den grace commented that: why cant she wear nicer ones? LOLS.den we all purposely talk very loud and demo-ed their actions till they noe den the girl wore the rp jacket. it was so damn funny laas, the whole time was so hilarious. went to timezone tgt and had fun there. bused home with pris,grace and yaqi. everyone made my day. :ppppp

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wtf what happened?! blogger's changed >.<

oh nvr mind. my auntie just called me 5 mins ago. asked me whrs ah ma and xiao shu. dots. why must i become the family's "telemarketer" whenever i'm at home?! and i'm not paid to do it.-_-" and since they're not at home, she shifted her focus onto me. asking me how's poly? and frens i've made. yeah, these are pretty the norm my relatives ask me about these days, but i just cant tahan her "marathon talking mode". once she opens her mouth, i'll be prepared to open both my ears so that her "speech" can come in and go out into the trash bin, lest my head will be ringing with her words all day till the next morning. oops! i mean the truth. after she's exhausted the topic, definitely shift to my dear father's unemployment issue. duh~~ i mean, he's trying hard alrdy to find a job, and at his age, its becoming even more difficult to find one laas. 6 mths have passed and ppl are getting irritated with us. -_-" they just think that my dad's a lazy bum who couldn't be bothered to do anything and i feel sorry for him too. but the issue now is, if they would just shut up their mouths and stop telling stories to my ah ma next door, my ah ma wouldn't have to worry so much till her blood pressure rise too high, my father can be less depressed and stop piling all the misery onto me and that I CAN FINALLY HAVE SOME PEACE. argh.

symptoms of hyperthyroidism:
1)signs of irritability
2)insomina
3)weight loss
4)nervousness
5)increased appetite
6)weak leg muscles
7)breathlessness
8)palpitations

grounded at home for today..so siann lorhs... so i've found smth to share.

AHEM! when i first saw it, it tarnished my impression of power rangers.. >.<"



this is motoko from love hina, she's scared of turtles. o.0"



Prince Of Tennis~~~~



luffy from one piece when he fighting with arlong, the fishman pirate.



luffy again...so gay-ded laas..=)