went to book fair @ suntec on saturday.

really enjoyed myself there cos i finally found studio ghibli's works..
some of the works are: totoro[long mao],princess mononoke& spirited away =)
usually they're very expensive, but...
they're on sale.!~
woot.
andandand...they come in 3-in-1 packs,
so YEAH.!~
bought disney's fantasia collection too...
wanted to buy 881 dvd for my ah ma,
but ran out of cash.
hais. next time bahs.
browsed through the design section at the book corner,
and managed to buy a character design book which cost $51.
i seriously think that its money well spent =)
after some bugging from my bro,
my mum decided to buy him the transformers dvd 0.o
during the course which i mentioned here,
my dad was busy finding out about the sales of aurora calculators. o.o"

next stop, art friend@ bras basah complex.
1st thing to note...
the escalators aren't working.!
sad.. have to climb up the stairs.
haha
okay, got come charcoal pencils and art card.
den it rained -.-
4 plus ard that time,
my dad gan chiong that he cant buy 4D,
rushed to buy some opposite,
leaving mum,bro&me stranded at bras basah complex -.-
classic man.
was contemplating whether to buy any old national geographic magazines anot,
but decided against it in the end cos my wallet alrdy cannot tahan any more spending.

walked to raffles city shopping centre,
bought a dozen donuts home.
which, surprisingly, was initiated by my dad.
some ppl just surprise me=)



basically stayed at home most of sunday,
but it was certainly a day to reflect on my upbringing.
just dunno why,
but happened to think of it in a serious way.
my cousin came, brought her to 7/11 along with my bro.
while walking, she asked me:
"jiejie, why ur hp so obiang arh?
ur mummy nvr give u money to buy new one?"
STUNNED.
nvm about this, she was sms-ing her mother who's at my ah ma's hse
all the way from we left my hse for 7/11
till the time when we reached my ah ma hse next door =.="
furthermore, i just knew that she was keeping tabs on me&bro
reporting whatever things we do.
yes, these small actions may not seem much,
but somehow, i just cant stomach it down.
yeah, she's just an 7yr old child,
but kids these days just grow beyond their actual age.
kids these days also take things for granted.
i suppose that since my aunt changes hp every other day,
and the old hp is always given to my cousin,
my cousin just thinks that this is normal.
there're many other things that i feel should not be the behaviour of a 7yr old child,
but i cant phrase them into words because there are too many complications in it.

shall stop my ramblings here. =)


my ah ma came down with slight fever, whereas my aunt was down with flu or wadever.
watched star awards,
85% of what i've guessed really won the award.
talk about having a lucky night. =)
but one thing i dun like is that the actresses had fashion disasters.


MONDAY:
1st day of holidays.!
went to se Ms Wendy to show her my A4 tonal drawing.
she said it was gd.
so yay.! dunnit to re-do!!
can start on color roughs.~
brought my bro to buy his sec 3 bks from his sch.
totally drained the energy out of me.
watched totoro[long mao]
i'm lovin' it=)

went out for dinner,
watched huang jin lu on channel 8.
wasn't much of an episode ytd,
till the part when the father pointed the gun to his head.
......................................................................................................


TUESDAY:
ta pao-ed breakfast for ah ma
watched spirited away with bro.
really nice film.
plan to slack the whole day away till training later at 6.

i joined dmd because i wanted to be in advertising when i grew up.


so it means that i must choose interactive media.


HOWEVER...
my drawings are so so so....horrible. =(



after attending the specialisation talks,
i more or less feel that games design is the choice for me...

but i dont want to finalise my choice just yet.

i'm so fickle minded =)



but before i can even think about specialisation...

studio project comes first.

because i'm gonna hand it in soon..
which basically is, in layman terms:
my survival kit.

gosh.

what the hell has happened to me for the year 2007.?

assignments,hmwrk not done,
sucky attitude,
laziness
etc...

all these really corrupt ppl's soul man...


know what i'm feeling now?

its the feeling when u just woke up from a nightmare
and u found urself in jail
when u know that the last place u've been to is lying on ur bed.
try as u might, but no one believes u.


shyt man.

just what is wrong with me today?!

i'm blabbering tons of rubbish after i'm officially on holiday from now till next year. =)))

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i've committed a sin.



worst of all, i don't even know why in the first place.
isn't it ridiculous??


now i'm afraid to face the music later.
people may help me lots and lots of time,
but it'll all be futile because
i've not been helping myself at all.


its easy to say:

how i wish...
maybe...
because......that's why....

but it has happened.

i feel that i've let everybody down.

such is the guilt within me that no amount of fabulous english vocabulary
can ever describe THAT incomprehensional feeling =(

Labels: guilty

someone has actually warmed the closed heart of a girl...=)

LOL.

too many things happened from the last post till now,
shall make them short and sweet =)

- FRIENDSHIP

to those that knew what happened,
i'm STILL WAITING
for *THAT* particular person to apologise to me...
for * selfish action which caused me
to suffer from endless worry and constantly in fear of being implicated.
HAIS.

sometimes, i even wonder "am i making a mountain out of a molehill or what?"
BUT. no matter how i try to see the situation from every angle,
the result is always the same.
* done me a great injustice.
and the MOST disappointing matter of all is that..
* never shown any ounce of remorse
even when i hinted very explicitly clear
what i wanted from *...

even though im talking to * now,
its purely out of politeness that i even reply
anything that came out from * mouth/phone.
PLS, DON"T TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED.



alright, personally,
i think i've not been a gd friend towards REEESSSVY members.
lately, i've always ps-ed them at the last minute..
normally, normal ppl will give up this kind of friendship,
BUT I'M HERE TO SAY:
no matter what, i'll never give up.
i'll treasure every bit of time we're together =)


with regards to cheryl,peiyun,jiawen&nora,
LOL.
paiseh ps-ed u all..
really made a promise to pass smth to my friend,
and that's the only time i could do that =)
besides, little fingers are hooked alrdy,
so its a promise that i'll go for next outing =)

i believe that promises aren't meant to be broken =)))


-Academic

received warning letter alrdy. =.=
omg.
all because 2 MCs arent approved for god-knows-wad-reasons.
guess i'll have to find my tutors and ask for explanation..

assignments wise,
have been really freaked out by most of them.
however, this time round
i've put in 2x more effort than i put in sem 1. =)
so, that's good news isn't it?
LOL.
but when it come to deadlines...
all kinds of stupid, ridiculous things have been happening to me.
maybe i should just take them in stride =)

suffering in drawing classes now..
cos i dunno how to draw gestures properly.!
damn fed-up with the slow progress i'm making =(
butbutbut.....
the models are hot topics every week =)

initially hated MAYA to the core,
but after renee taught me the basics again,
i've changed my stand..
MAYA totally rocks.! =D
the fruits of labor is sweet~

-Family

Ah ma, xiao shu, auntie bernice, bro& 4th uncleand aunt+ cousin went to KL...
i couldn't make it =(
AWWww...
they'll be back tmrw.!~
looking forward..
home has been quiet.
realised that i'm not the one who's been the noisiest,
cos my bro's away =)
muahahahas

auntie maureen's annual christmas party looms near.
CHRISTMAS WISHLIST.!!
prepared long list alrdy..
anyone want to gimme presents
can approach me to send any gifts listed in the list
XD

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