promises arent worth a penny.

one word to sum up life:

CMI.

i'll be depressed when i see my GPA when its released.
or shuld i say,
i'll be depressed until godknowswhen.
T.T

why am i not born smart????
even if everyone's born smart,
there must be smth that im gd at.
so whats that 'thing'?

-sighs-

been looking ard for jobs,
so far its out of reach.
hope that i get one soon,
so that i can avoid staying at home for weeks and weeks,
forever rotting at the core of the family.
it sucks sucks, & sucks to see and hear the woman next door.
i thought after she give birth,
her attitude would change,
BUT.
how naive of me.
it got so bad until my ah ma straightaway tell us
that she want to go and stay in old folk's home.
whatthefish!

now im playing the role of counselor to ah ma.
pathetic to the max,
cos i have to smile and pretend everything's rosy,
when in fact i feel like confronting the woman.
i really dunno what to do anymore.

my only solace is to play ball,
YET,
the weather has been like an idiot.
cos it rains when i am preparing to go downstairs to play.
=.="
my ah ma just had to suan me:[translated from hokkien]

TI GONG dun want you to play ball.

.0.0. .0.0. .0.0. .0.0. .0.0. .0.0. .0.0.

great.

just had a discovery,
that im a hokkien from tong an in china.
dnno wheres that place.
at least finally know my roots.

oh, a joyous occasion to note:

gorgor brought his gf during prayers last week,
and everybody was thrilled.
and he just had to broadcast that
im younger than HIS KANGEROO.
faints.

my bro's having N levels soon.
no signs of him touching books.
drama at home once more.
buaytahan.

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