there's no me. im non-existant. i just cant see why there's some ppl whoose remarks really irritates me, even though they r supposed to be usual comments.these few days, im really not myself.im on the verge of collapse.also, im torn between groups of ppl.i just dunno what to do.everything i do, it just had to concern at least 1 person. i am unhappy. pulling a long face isnt what i want, but there are some things which cannot be helped.i've tried hard but still, i failed.what does everyone want me to do?all u could say is lets do this n that, but have u ever really considered the consequences? otherwise, some will say never mind.how i cringe at these words now.they r fake.i just wanna be myself.is it so hard?maybe this would never be answered, but i dont care anymore.dun even need to ask what happened, cos this is accumulated from recent events.i just have to let it all out, before i explode inside me.

-rising from the ashes-

frankly speaking, im pissed off.cos of 1 superior,ultimate IDIOT who snatched my history textbook right before the dying mins of the exam.-_-".....and casually flipped through it as thought it was nobody's business...wtf.i admit tt i din study the whole content for the exam,but at least i have tried to finish it off during 2hrs before exam...and the result?a lost n found textbook when the exam started.great laa.imagine the page u were going to memorise just came out as a qn.geddit??!! the essay just went KABOOM!! while the source based qns r not any better..wad can i say?totally prepared for nellie lim's lecture after MYE.25 marks just flew out of my outstretched hands..what a painful experience..but jasmine was more pissed off then me..cos she was also a victim.sighs.why must these kind of silly things happen to us??

tian arh~

yoz! mid years r finally halfway through...but the feeling after each paper differs greatly.eng?not too bad larx, except for the compo,when i think tt i wrote rubbish[it IS actually rubbish]maths paper 1 leh, is great.nvr felt the feeling before cos i noe im going to pass.hehes.social studies?forget it la...confirm fail de..lols.cos i din study laa...haix.today gort chem n geography..chem is definitely a lost case, cos i din touch it at all until 6.30 this morning,which made me almost late for sch if i din run franctically to the sch.hahax.geog! i hab a feeling tt i will surely pass the paper n score with flying colours.cos i studied for 2 hrs at the library during the interval?but anyway, studying oso no use cos i go in den come out lew.-_-"..saw the paper n said to myself:heng arh~at least i got flip through tourism :D kk tt's all, considering tt i have chinese tml,history on mon.bleahx