woke up, and almost had the worst dose of reality dished out to me.
I COULDN'T FIND MY AH MA
be it next door or downstairs...
usually, she take morning walks,
and come back by 10am,
BUT she just didn't, even after 10.30am today.
when i opened the door,
i fervently wished that she'll nvr be lying unconcious on the cold hard floor
or lying in a pool of blood in the kitchen =(
heaved a sigh of relief when i found no traces of her in the hse,
but was almost scared out of my soul when i turned around...
I SAW MY AH MA CARRYING THE CHAIR OUTSIDE THE DOOR, READY TO THROW IT AT ME.!
wa lao. come to think of it, the situation damn drama la.
my ah ma actually thought im a burglar trying to rob her hse in broad daylight -.-"
heng i turn ard, otherwise i'll be knocked out le.
LOL
din noe my ah ma was so garang.

however, i really felt fear when my ah ma was missing.
it just goes to show that im insecure deep in my heart.
im scared to lose my ah ma, especially since she old alrdy
and yet have to cook&take care of my bro&i,
instead of the other way round :X
i know i've been neglecting her for a wk alrdy
so i guess i must try to talk to her more this wk..
the purpose of me learning CPR was also partly due to her as well..
IF[CHOI.!!] she happen to collapse at home, at least i might be able to save her until the ambulance come,
given that she has a history of heart problems..


okay, enough said..


came online, and cursed the new timetable when renee told me.
MY WEDNESDAYS & FRIDAYS ARE GONE.!
wednesdays have to go sch by 8am -.-
whereas fridays end at 2pm...
SAD-DED =p
and wads worse, SCH reopens next wk =.="
OMG laas.
3rd time unlucky:
read sch email, discovered have to repeat studio project frm wk1-9.
if fail, then its BYEBYE!~ to SIDM & NYP =.="
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i seriously hope that life is not a joke anymore. *sighs*
thus, the morning's Triple Threat encounter.
HAHA


just now, my 4th uncle msg-ed me
saying that "we're gg KL 4days 3 nights"
wth =.=
hello.?! i'm in poly, so i cant just leave everything behind to have a mini holiday?
besides, he didn't even ask me for my opinion, whether im gg or not..
he practically assumed i am gg...
yeah, its nice to have an uncle who wan bring us overseas,
but when i told him i'll be missing 3 lectures & 3 lengthy tutorials
for the whole duration of the trip,
he said dun care -.-"""""""""
now what am i supposed to do.?!
with a GPA like mine, i'll rather not go.
YES, I'M NOT GOING.
confirmed, dun care whether he like or not.
im not gg to KL just because i add up the nos.
cos 3 in a rm[my ah ma,me&bro]
furthermore, if i dun go, high possibility my ah ma wun go as well..
so if bro is going, there just might be a slight chance that ah ma might leave me behind and go
and i just know that my parents are more than happy to be rid of either me or bro even for just a day =)
sacrificing my studies just for a trip?
no, i think not.=p

trip to orchard's been cancelled. cos raining.
lol...so can have more time to finish *the work*
later gg sch take bus to NTU..
IVP starts today...
guys having match, ours tmrw.
but i also wanna see how other girls teams fare..
ooh, so excited alrdy =))
cant wait to get out from the blocks.!

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