i can safely say that today's one of the worst April Fool's DAY
i've ever had =.=

inevermentionthisbefore....
but i realised that i have a neighbour who's a bit of a retard/weirdo.
and it's so scary.
imagine a male staring into the house on purpose
EVERYTIME he uses the corridor -.-"
and OF ALL DAYS,
he decided to stop directly in front of the gate today...
imagine my shock when i open the wooden door and see a person standing there smiling =.=
i swear that i've got white hair because of it...
he asked:
ur pinwheel outside is nice. where u buy from?
i said:
err...ppl give one...

and then he smiled horribly and went to the lift lobby.

just when i thought he was gone...
i ended up taking the same lift as him
-faints-
he said:
neh! [pointing to the no smoking sign in the lift]
outside can smoke la..?
me:
err...uncle, cannot la..[praying door opens faster]
him:
ya lor! govt say cannot smoke, so u dun smoke arh~
me:
err...ya...[OMG.]
really scared the daylights out of me..
he left the lift first,
and turned to look at me as if im some alien.
-shudders-
i think i should place a chair behind the wooden door for safety purpose =(
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went to NYP
to submit medical report to chris chia.
went to find ms pat tgt, but she not in sch =.=
but now i know that i'll have my modules updated by this wk.
HOORAY~
and then it rained.
BOO~
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visited ah ma @ SGH.
but she wasn't there..
waited 1hr,
during which the relatives of the woman opp ah ma's bed arrived..
and they dont have manners,
made such a din,
and the grandson is so ill-manned,
shouting at his mother to give the seat to him
whatsmore, the daughter is ard 19+,
and still dont behave decently..
fighting with the bro all the time.
and they made fun of the maid=.=
goodness.
wads the world coming to??

ah ma finally arrived,
and she ate some longan and strawberries which i brought for her.
she seems normal,
but really dunno what the doctors trying to prove leh.
1 time check brain,
next time check heart,
then check stomach..
poor her.
she's been there since friday.
plsletherbedischargedsoon.
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went to vivo buy jellybeans
before meeting yuanshan at bugis.
bought card&chocos for yaqi.
trained down to simei
where we met chunli&elaine.
took shuttle bus to CGH.

it's saddening to see the tears
rolling down her cheeks
when we arrived.
how i wish that we may somehow,
be able to take away the pain for her.
she can neither eat/drink much,
cos of no appetite.
mobility at ease is almost 0%
when even the slightest movements pains her.

with this kind of heartfelt thoughts,
i feel that growing up aint fun anymore.
growing up means happiness,
whereby u meet lots of ppl
and have lots of fun
and u get to make ur own decisions&stuff
but does anybody take into account
that more pain and suffering and responsibility is on the way?
its like----u wanna help, but u dunno how to help.

its like as u grow,
the brain provides u with different perspectives to a situation.
maybe now u say:
im going to help the old lady who has fallen down
but 10yrs later, u may think:
i want to help, but what if i break her bones unwittingly?
then its better for me to just wait till help comes.
but then again, what if nobody comes along?

so i've tried to do what i can do.
magazines to flip through at home when bored,
chocs to cheer her up.
hope she have a speedy recovery.

pls get well soon, yaqi.
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heard 'breaking news"
actually, i kind of expected it,
but yeah,
its quite "breaking" luh.
wadever the choice,
its yours.
nobody can stop u.
everyone is responsible for their decisions.

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