Sunday, April 05, 2009, 4/05/2009 01:42:00 pm
Alright, these are my results:

GPA is
2.75.....
its definitely much better than 0.++ from DMD,but hmm....i wanted more, at least 3.0 plus...but nvm, will try harder next sem.=D
speaking of sch,most ppl i know are either applying for unis or having attachments...theres this weird feeling inside me,its like a bit of envy+disappointment...cos i would've been enjoying my 3rd&last yr of poly life alrdy,if not for things such as deferment,thyroids,loss of interest etc.here i am, still in yr 1, waiting for sem 2.its embarassing when ppl ask me which yr i am,but well, life still has to go on.i'll give my best consistantly from now on.=)im in the middle of my holidays,
but it really isn't a holiday for me at all.
holidays meant words like: FUN,HAPPY,ENJOY,SHOPPING etc,
FUN is going out,
HAPPY is well, happy,
ENJOY means doing things i like,
SHOPPING means buying things i need.
BUT all i've got is: STUCK,UGLY,ENVY,RESENTMENT,BOREDOM,WORRY.
STUCK is
being stuck at home all day, with absolutely
NTH to do, except when i have to go on an errand for ah ma.
UGLY means
the ugly attitudes of my family.they keep
telling me that the maid is gonna come in 10days?but excuse me, isn't 1mth alrdy 30days??pls explain the phenomenon.
ENVY is when i see my 4th aunt buying a
WII just because my cousin passed piano 4th grade with distinction, even though she alrdy had DS and PSP..AND bringing it to next door just to show off during family gathering & in the process of playing, my dear cousin accidentally
whacked the WII contoller onto my fragile young nephew's head, who naturally, cried like there's no tmrw.whats irritating me is, my cousin just ran away w/o saying sry, just say "jordan suddenly stand behind me one!~~~" when u knew that he was playing in the vinicity.9yr old girl say this...*clap clap* just showed me another example of:
whats the use of getting gd academic results if dun have manners/morals? RESENTMENT means
why my mum lets my bro stay out at his fren's bbq until 11pm++,while im not entitled..??i must reach home by 11pm.and then, why can he go out every weekend to play bball while im not even allowed to touch the ball?and FYI, the ball has been missing ever since the night i went street balling with nyp mates coupled with severe scoldings from 4adults for just playing.Even when im in sec sch i had to practically beg my mum to let me go out with friends, so why do i see my bro
JUST ASK then can go liao..??how great huh..?!
BOREDOM means
having to pass my day with household chores,TV,laptop.with the occasional mj sessions.WORRY is thinking:
will my next 1 1/2mths worth of holidays be like that AGAIN? cos my aunt 's delivery date is in july, add 3mths of maternity leave will be SEP/OCT, who take care of baby???my ah ma??
OHMYGOD. and then, i've just plucked out 5 strands of white hair from my head. amazing. what about the nuclear medicine thingy?im seriously hoping that the nightmare wouldn't repeat again.

its like heaven & hell luh.
ytd was dad's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!went out with dad&mum to parkway parade.
bro went to his fren's bbq
.[see how gd they're to him than me??]ate bak kut teh, then happened to be sitting next to a scantily-clad woman&oldman.
my mum says she's a prostitute.
then my dad kept looking sideways,
the atmosphere was enough to make me sweat like hell.
>.<""""""""""""""""""" went there cos wanted to buy the
ANIMAL wallets,which were sold at $5 each, usual price is $49-$69..gd lor.!
but got drama also,
cos we went to the shop at 8pm, the ppl there say come back at 9pm..
so we went to walk ard at
GIANT, then came back at 8.30pm, cos my dad say maybe they take the wallets out earlier.
again, the ppl there tell us come back at 9pm...
when we walk out, there was a queue outside the shop, but there was a counter in front of them...
my dad asked the ppl queueing wad they doing,
the person doing crowd control say queueing up for lucky draw...
then we stayed outside the shop, then ppl started crowding outside...
8.45pm, the ppl doing crowd control tell us to queue up..
WTF lor..we asked the person alrdy, then he lie?!
then all the ppl queuing up were looking downstairs,
they could've just told ppl who asked wads going on
WHATS GOING ON..!then go queue, we started at directly opposite the shop.
-FAINTS-
then the person say 200pcs only,
i directly tell my mum sure dun have enough to last until us,
then kena her lecture, say why i DUN HAVE CONFIDENCE.
0.0
ppl beside us stared at me, like im a dumb person,
irritated totally.
1/2hr later, the person announce each person can buy max 3pcs.
!!!
sure know dun have enough alrdy,
the same thing happened,
my mum lecture me AGAIN.
nvm, i went to take a look at how many left,
at the shop got 1 woman tried to get more than 5 wallets,
the ppl there hurry her to the cashier to pay for 3.
wadthehell, kiasu to the max..
told my mum then i went upstairs for a breather,
cos buaytahan that we still queuing after 1hr...
and the time was 10pm.
just went up for 5mins,
then come down my parents were at the escalator there,
then they shouted at me in the public
cos they scared ppl at the back think i cut queue,
then the security guards will chase us out.
fu*ked up sia!what if i went to the toilet, then cannot rejoin the queue even though my parents are there??ridiculous!~just when we queue to the shop next to
ANIMAL,
the ppl say no more wallets alrdy,
SOLD OUT.
its equilavent to giving me food when im hungry then take it away when im about to eat it.
can u imgaine the anger & embarassment i felt?
just queue up also can get lectures from mum in the public summore!
and all these wouldn't have happened if they believed me in the 1st place.
COMMON SENSE!thought of buying ice cream to make myself happy mood,
i lick the ice cream and it dropped from the cone.
=.=
i caught the scoop of ice cream in time
but after it rolled down my shirt.
天啊!~~~~
不会再SUAY一点!
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