im so angry,
my stares could make everybody around me disappear into thin air.

im so diasppointed,

my heart sinks to the bottom.

this is just PLAIN STUPIDITY.







sometimes, i really wonder.....

do u really have a brain at all,
be it located in the head/butt for all that matters...?
from what i see,
i dun think u have at all.





however, i MUST CONGRATULATE you....

for destroying my belief that there IS still smth good left in you,
which, afterall,
is decided upon BY actions & NOT words.
'cos ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.





pls, stop 自欺欺人 alrdy.
u're making me despise u.
no amount of excuses can help u escape from being vilified.
running away is not a solution.


when i was sidelined just a mere few months ago,
i had thought of quitting.
but i turned back,
cos i had thought of my teammates,
who didn't deserve this kinda thing.

yes, there were problems on a personal front,
but despite the odds,
i still managed to turn up for trgs.

the least everybody could do was to stay happy,
but i was wrong.
in-fighting commenced,
and all sorts of rubbish emerged.

pls,
we're all semi-adults alrdy,
think of the consequences before u act/say.
u're responsible for urself.

how do humans know whether smth is good/bad?
they have to experience wad is bad before they know smth is good.

it applies here too.
why decide to fight when it isn't worth the time?
POL-ITE is just 3wks away,
yet i dun have faith.
what's this...?

this is so morale sapping.
the more i think,
3 words appear before me:

EGOS, ATTITUDE & MISCOMMUNICATION.

it wouldn't hurt to just acknowledge ur mistakes, wouldn't it?
can u 拿得起, 放得下?

reflection.
how nice a word,
but it serves no purpose if nth is learnt from it.

pls,
dun treat me like some sacrificial lamb to slay.
i've not changed.
its just that previously,
i've been lenient with words,
cos i believe that u'll come to ur senses soon.

but now the problems are so glaring even on the surface,
i really must voice out.

this is exactly the same thing i've experienced when i was sec 2.
its like watching an encore of moments of immatureness.



NO ONE IS BIGGER THAN THE TEAM.



this is getting out of hand.
CHUI ARH~

Labels: cold fury; disappointment