went to alicia's hse ytd after pre-sem meeting at nyp.
forgot to tell my ah ma i left the hse alrdy,
made her worried for whole afternoon.
sorry ah ma =(
did the *work* at alicia's hse..
tang en & yuanshan were there too..
then cabbed to sch after alicia's new sofa was brought in.


IVP:
1st match----NYP vs NUS
28 67

dunno wad to say of this match...nyp just played horribly, that's all..
same thing for me, rebounds were missing =(
sprained my ankle

2nd match---NYP vs NP
53 69

tried my best alrdy.
again, mistakes aplenty all over the court.
underbasket,free-throws, and most importantly,
nvr help out/cover for other team mates...
just kill me..
really cant think properly on court.
played almost full game ytd.
until coach subbed me out in 4th quarter last few mins...
sat beside her, really wanted to tell her in the face:
" jiao lian, wo yao shang chang."
i really wanted to get on the court, fight for wadever fighting chance we have left
to go into the semis..
so desperate that i pu for every ball..
so desperate that i didn't care whether i'll break my ankle..
it just wasn't enough, i guess
and when jt fouled out, was back on court.
but too late to turn things round alrdy..

tell me,
why do we always let our consistant attendance in trgs go to waste?
and why do we train so hard,
in the end just to break our own fragile hearts even more?
i know im not supposed to think this way,
but just cant help it.
*bang head against wall*

*yanling, pls get out of this mess, otherwise u'll do the unthinkable*

i really need some self-therapy now..
perhaps i should go find more buses to take,
so that i'll have longer time alone..
need to san san xin.
personal joke. =p

alright...
todays match against SMU...
have to win by a margin of 20 pts to go into semis..
GOD, pls let the miracle happen.
i'll still try my best today.
no matter win or lose,
let us be happy for once when playing ball..
that is all i ask for now.


anw....HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHUNLI.!~

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